My questioning had all started at the end of my 8th grade. It seemed like there has been a thought at the back of my mind. I could never really figure it out what it exactly was. I have heard the term gay a few times and I did not fully understand it. I remember when I was younger having an attraction to certain girls and my younger self thought that it was that I really wanted to be close friends with them. Little did I know it was actually me having a crush on them. I'm not very certain on how I came across the term bisexual. At first I thought nothing of it, but as time progressed it was more and more on my mind. The more I thought of it the more I was in confusion. I tried my best to repress it and move on.
With having this thought to myself, I was going crazy. It was not something that I could repress no matter how hard I tried. I thought it was the best idea to tell my best friend. I was very anxious and I kept delaying telling her until I had finally spit out the words "I need to talk to you". That was the point of no return. She had asked me what was wrong. After a lot of me trying to talk, but not being able to. She asked me if I was gay and I had told her that I thought I was bisexual. I felt amazing after, it was an incredible feeling. Until I found out that she told her mom who told my mom. Long story short I had a long conversation with my mom about my sexuality.
After that conversation I started to question myself even more. I had to ignore it again and I was able to leave that thought for a little bit until I started high school. But high school was where I started to accept myself more and more. I was completely fine with my sexuality in the middle of 10th grade. I was always told that your worst critique is yourself and it 100% true.
Here's a video made by Buzzfeed that really show the figuring out process.